Today felt strangely restless and frustrated. Tried to do my Thomas Hardy Poem Practical Criticism and took 4 50min(200min) periods to finish it. I changed 3 places in LEP room, from one table to another to another. Then went to library to look for ZhangHan when i din wanna be stuck alone with this person in LEP room. He was with Zi Ran there and thus i went off to find a place to continue writing my essay. Changed 4 places in library, upstairs, downstairs, cubicle seat, window seat...Ended up sharing a table wif Yi Ling, my 服装组 grp member. But i just couldn sit down properly or concentrate. My essay was full of cancellations here and there and even the literature reviews i did later on didn't make much sense and were full of cancellations, very unlike my usual work(hahhaa).

Then something cropped up with 《淡马锡文艺》and i got even more irritated and frustrated. Luckily i haf my closest frenz(except Hui min who din come today and i missed her so much!!!) sharing the same irritation and we were like complaining together. Haha. And i finally got to churning out a 3 and a half page lit essay to hand in. Ugh. Used up all my remaining focus and brain cells though. And then i suddenly realised why i was so unhappy and depressed the whole day. Today was the seniors' last day at school, at least until their prelims.

One week without them is enough to make me sad. I never realised till today how big a part of my JC life the seniors make up. They have become so much of me, i will miss them so much! I never realised how much they mean to me and how much i treasure them. Walking into a 空荡荡 LEP room is juz different from the usual seniors taking up all the tables, the whole room full of life and thus, noise. Jokes and comments flying around the room and pple going in and out of LEP room, den the whiteboard becoming a discussion forum, with everyone writing and "chatting" on it, everyone adding a comment when they sit arnd with nothing to do. And monday early lunch won't be the same without the 05/03 girls, like Wan Jing, Ting Ting and Pei Shi. And Si Xian too, though she not 05/03. I always have lunch wif them cuz that period the year 1s all having maths lecture.

And i won't see Marcus, Andy, Ze Hao, Franchie, Yan Xia, Nuriahtu, Shu Jing, Jesslyn, Jing Fen, Shi Rui, Fang Ting around the place le.

And I won't see Wan Jing before fri lit lect when she having lefture in LT4, me in LT3.

And no more 28/03 i've grown so attached to. I'll miss them all so much.
Like the funny Si Xiong, the really nice Yi Yang, my good fren Zhang Han, the gentlemanly Andrew, the cool Qian Cui, the pretty Hui Li, the interesting Jia Yee, the cute Hui Ying, the apple hong-lookalike Shu Xian, the adorable 小白，the sweet Wei Ling, the charming and graceful g00d-singer Zi Ran.... and the rest of 28/03.

See? See how impt they all are to me? sigh.... but i got to see them all today i think. Or at least the ones i am closer to. Andrew was studying in the next table during first period, later saw Zhang han and Zi Ran. Saw Wan Jing and Pei Shi, Ting Ting before my lit lect. Saw Wan Yang after school. Met Yan Xia and Shu Jing at the corridors. Met Franchie and Nuriahtu outside SC room. Saw Andy coming down the "For Nation" spiral stairs and talked to him for sometime. Sat with Andrew, Qian Cui, Hui Li, Si Xiong in LEP room for more than half an hour listening to them crap and also tell me their LEP study tips (haha... Si Xiong was the ultimate. he is so entertaining!). Met Marcus who was gonna go home when i waiting for dad to pick me up. And i wished all of them the best for their prelims. And i told pple like Andy and my 28/03 LEP seniors like Qian Cui etc how much i'll miss them. Qian Cui told me she felt the same way towards her seniors last yr.

Sigh. Only not seeing them for one week, i so sad le. Next year how?????
Joyce at 9:07 PM

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